Actually, I'm not used to writing my feeling like this. :) but since I read someone's blog and my own note when I was a kid, I feel like writing my own story on my way. Well, It's my first note actually. I'd like to tell you more, my purposes to write is motivating me in future when I'm down, and of course improving my english. Actually, I'm feeling so sad right now. I've been failed for many opportunities I took. It's hard. But when I was reading my old note, I was feeling like my motivation is growing up. That's why I'd like to give my daily feelings here. :) no matter what people say, I'll just still be my self. But changed to be the better one.
Okay, today... There's no special story, but something I'd like to tell, that... Friendships is the thing which makes me enjoy my life, so instead of having vacation alone, I'd prefer working together. :) but Actually I feel disappointed, cause I know that sooner, my friends are going to leave me to reach their own dreams. And of course, I should do it too. :) but I need help just like the others. There's no hand available for me right now. But I just try to give my best though I feel like giving up, but NOO! I have no choice to give up! Lol. I know some people do me over-valued that makes me have to make them feel what they feel. :) weird sentences. :p
okay, that's all for this section. See you!
