Well, today is quite fun for me. :-) There's no disappointing thing anymore. :) I've found my motivation again. It's fun to be independent. Now, I don't have any friend who have the same aims with me, but it's okay. It's made me independent. Doing everything by myself is important actually. But you know, it's my character that I'm not sooo confidence that's why I need friends all the time. But I've changed it, but it doesn't mean I don't need them. They are essential for me but they have their own activities now, and I have to do it too. :)
By the way, I've made communication with my teacher. This is first time and quite success. :) okay, point today is ... I get back my own motivation and spirit. And I'll told you to read book to refresh your mind, okay. :)
