Sometimes, I don't understand about this world, this life. It's such confusing for me in case of philosophing
this life. What is this? What's the aim? Where will I go? I haven't found it yet. Today, I've just realized that there are many people who don't have a thing more than me, and they even don't have life survival; mental condition; creativity and so on as good as me, but ironicly that they've got even bigger responsiblity instead of there are many who are better but they haven't. :( I don't mean to proud of my self or in term such it. I just want to emphasize that sometimes, this life feels so hard and unfair. And there are many people who shouldn't be in one place but they do, besides there's a lot of others should but they don't because the-shouldn't do. Ironic? weird? unfair? I don't know. I just feel, it's just like what people say, If it's proper for you, however, god will give it. Okay...
That's all today. The point is... It's not about being the best, yet It's about giving the best and let God giving the best result no matter how bitter the result is. :)
