Monday Action

 

Assalamualaikum. :-)
Today I just feel so tired because I've done lots of things. :) but I don't understand, many people say "I hate monday, I have to start working and doing such boring habitual." Okay, in some case it's right! But I don't really think so. Since I was a kid, I always mark monday as the first day to a better changes. I think that's why sometimes I love monday cause I feel like charged again. Lol.



Okay, today, I paid some administration affairs in school by my money. :( It's so sad. It spent about 230.000 rupiahs. Quite big amount for me. But I've done my administration affairs and don't have to be worry about that. And because of that matter, I realize that handling administration affairs is tiring though don't have to give big power and movement. Lol.


By the way, I do this with someone different, He's quite brave person. It make me realized how proud I am. Lol. But, no matter! I'm quite brave and innovative. I use my intelligence to handle everything. Lol. :)


Okay, the point today is... Take action in every plan you do will give you at least one thing worthy instead of nothing. :) see you!

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Dream Starter!

Assalamualaikum,

Well, today I've viewed many people's pages. I've never expected that there are many great people around me. :) It was amazing, indeed. They have inspired me to do something better, to use my time more effective. They've reached what they dreamed before. It's great! Going abroad by scholarship is one of my big dream. But, nowadays I have no really big power. I need something to reach them, and I think the answer is continuing study. But I can't right now, :(

Okay, move to the other topic, :) Today, I feel afraid of something. Tomorow, I'm going to go to school for applying job and lending book to library. But I feel afraid of being alone. I want someone accompany me, but I think it's not really easy to invite someone for it. :( Okay, but I should make sure my self! Yes! I can do it alone! However, I need to be more independent. :) Okay, I'll try to invite someone. If they can't, I'll do it by my self but sometimes I feel like going alone, but it's interrupted again. :(

Okay, based on the title, I'll answer some question from book. :)



Dream Starter!

#1 : Write down three people whom you know and admire? What did they do that is amazing to you? What makes them different for you?

• My Teacher, they teach by their heart. They always make their own goal correctly. They always give their best for their job. It was amazing, their hands give a big part of my life through mathematics.
• Some of my friends, They're humble but they have a brilliant brain, they take any chances they have and almost succeed for all. It was amazing ; They're supple and smart, and talented. Lol. :) They're so luck!
• Miss Sinta, Again, this person has a brilliant brain. She's got many scholarships and now she lives in India.

#2 : Write down three person whom you admire but never ever met? What amazing thing did they do? What makes them special for you?

• Steve Job, I think everyone know him. He's a brilliant person. His part in technology won't ever be forgotten. He has made new innovation in technology and dare to make a different one. He don't want to make the same things like the others do. It's amazing. :)
• Anne Ahira, She's a well-known internet marketer in Indonesia. She has an online school for internet marketer. I've read her journey to reach her success. It's painful, horrible, amazing and fantabulous! She comes from nothing to be something!
• Inna S. Khaina, She's just a student but she has many great achievements. She has been studying abroad from undergraduate degree to PhD degree. And she's just different two years age from me. Wasn't it crazy? It makes her amazing. Especially, She's a good muslimah. She do and keeps everything just for Allah. :) It's so damn bewitch!

#3 : Imagine, It was your graduation moment. Before you get in Auditorium, you were given a piece of paper and requested to write down five thing that you wish would be come true. Write down your own divination!

• Having the best job in the best company.
• Having my own properties (house, cars, and so on)
• Having my own business/ company.
• Build a mosque and make poor people become better in life especially in education.
• Living abroad and make hajj my family and make them happy.

#4 : Imagine, you are going to your reunion after five years graduated. You are requested to make a film whose duration five minutes bout your life after graduation five years ago. Write down, what would you fill in the video?

• I'll fill that film by... How hard my struggle is, no matter many failure I got, I always wake up and try hard to make everything better. By dreaming, from a nothing kid to be a great person. Helping each other, sharing what I have and so on.

#5 : Imagine, you've been 70 years old and your friends want to give you Lifetime Achievemet Award. What wintle they say about you? What have you done in your life whom they think it's special? Did you enter university? Creation in art? Starting business? Are you friendly to your friends? Have high dedication to something?

• About my life journey which is so amazing and inspiring, never give up and always help the others while I have my own problem. About my contribution in their life and being a really good friend. :)

Wow, It's quite much, right? Lol. You know, it makes me tired and want to sleep. :) I hope those question will open our mind to something we don't realize about ourselves before. About our passion, dream and who we are. Enough for today! Hope it'll help so much.
Assalamualaikum. :-)
bye~

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What is My Inspiration?

Okay, today... Is the first day for me to write everything about my dream and how to reach it based on book 'Make Your Dreams Come True'. But, I don't have any notes for today. I just try to arrange my activities for next two days. :) Okay... Let's Answer the question of that book. :)

1. What kind of activities do I like? Why?

I like reading and browsing, playing smart phone such as listening music, playing games and so on. Because I can explore my self there. It's kinda fun for me. I have no particular reason but pleasure is the only reason I have. :)

2. What kind of activities don't I like? Why?

I don't like exercising because I don't have quite healthy body but I love exercising in game especially Badminton. :)

3. What kind of book do I like?
I like reading everything about technology. It's kinda fun especially gadget. :)

4. What gives meaning and aim to my life?

Happiness from everyone gives meaning especially from my family. I want make them happy all the time. And of course my pleasure. And one thing that actually, my purpose and meaning is to get Allah's Ridho. I want make everyone happy. :)


5. What talents and expertise do I have? And how to improve it?

My talents and expertise is...
First, I think I'm good in language cause I think language is fun for me. English is one of my talents and I have high logic. And I have big interesting in technology. Exploring technology is one of my expertise. :)
I improve them by using them everytime and learning more from new experience. Keep using and learning are my way to improve it.


6. What do you always imagine?

I always imagine about my self who live abroad and have everything I want such gadgets, house, car, elegant properties and so on. Live in the most comfort zone, and living abroad is something I really want. :)

Okay, that's all the answer. :) what do you think? Actually, I'm quite confused, what is related between inspiration and those question, but I think it has its own meaning. :) the point is my life field is technology. :-D

This book asked again,

When you was a kid, what are your wishes and dream? 

Actually, when I was a kid, I wanted to be a teacher but it has changed when I was in High school, it haven't changed yet.

What do you think if your dream would change time by time?

I don't think it's good if the changes is unreasonable. But If I made it, It wouldn't changed so much, just adapting to the condition I have. :)

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Life Destination

Okay, today... I've got my spirit again. :) so happy. I know where will I go then, though I've gone through many failure and disappoint. But It doesn't matter. One thing, I promise to write my daily feeling but sometimes, I forget it. :( Okay.. . I've re-arranged my dream because of guide from book 'Make Your Dreams Come True'. It's such usefull book. :)

Okay, I'll write my opinion down here :) 'cause I don't know what to tell anymore. :p...

Main Destination
~ Being entrepreneur in food and beverage or technology (should have started at 30 years old)
~ Being IT Engineer
* S1/D3 : Indonesia (should be done at 24 years old)
* S2 : Abroad (should be done at 30 years old)
* S3 : Abroad (should be done at 35 years old)

Those are just the common destination. :) It's not quite detail but enough for today. Okay! Keep trying and learning. See you! Good bye! Ganbatte Kudasai. :D

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Unfair Feeling

July 26, 2012

Sometimes, I don't understand about this world, this life. It's such confusing for me in case of philosophing
this life. What is this? What's the aim? Where will I go? I haven't found it yet. Today, I've just realized that there are many people who don't have a thing more than me, and they even don't have life survival; mental condition; creativity and so on as good as me, but ironicly that they've got even bigger responsiblity instead of there are many who are better but they haven't. :( I don't mean to proud of my self or in term such it. I just want to emphasize that sometimes, this life feels so hard and unfair. And there are many people who shouldn't be in one place but they do, besides there's a lot of others should but they don't because the-shouldn't do. Ironic? weird? unfair? I don't know. I just feel, it's just like what people say, If it's proper for you, however, god will give it. Okay...



That's all today. The point is... It's not about being the best, yet It's about giving the best and let God giving the best result no matter how bitter the result is. :)

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Forget

 July 26, 2012

Uahhh... I almost forget to write a note for today. :-| but... Okay, today... There's nothing special, but I enjoy today's activities. Reading some articles and books is fun for me. :) and I've finished to read Andy's Corner. It's quite fun, Andy F. Noya wrote it successfully. :) two thumb for him. It makes me realize about some little thing I forgot about this life. Grateful... I'm gratefull for everything I got. :) thanks Allah. :)

Well, We'll face Ramadhan on Saturday. It'd be fun. :) and... The point today is just... Being grateful is important. I told you to do your best instead of being the best. :) okay. You've give your best! That's cool! Well done! We can give our best struggle only, the result is in God's hand. :) bye! Keep Learning and Trying.

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Crying

July 26, 2012

I want to cry but I can't. This life is getting harder for me. But there's no any support for me. I'm sad, I want to cry, I want to tell it to someone but nobody available for it. :( oh god, please help me. :( I really need your help. I can't do anything but be quiet and giving my best in every step I do. Actually, I don't even need a rest, but these have forced me so hard to make me suffered. :(

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Long Queasy

July 18, 2012

Okay, today... I feel just like usual.. But today, I feel like I'm getting my confidence and everything about it. And also... I read novel of harry potter. It's such enjoying holiday. :) It's just named as a true vacation, indeed. :) Reading some books and keep in touch via internet. :) But I feel like queasy. :( After sleeping in midday for about 2 hours. It's not good, actually. I should sleep maximum for thirty minutes. :) a little bit shy to remind about my interview in english. I can't imagine how I am right there. Lol. But it's such unforgetable experience.

The point today is.... Begin to doing everything you want, don't mind it but do it immediately without any useless consideration! Okay! See you!

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Get It Back

July 17, 2012

Well, today is quite fun for me. :-) There's no disappointing thing anymore. :) I've found my motivation again. It's fun to be independent. Now, I don't have any friend who have the same aims with me, but it's okay. It's made me independent. Doing everything by myself is important actually. But you know, it's my character that I'm not sooo confidence that's why I need friends all the time. But I've changed it, but it doesn't mean I don't need them. They are essential for me but they have their own activities now, and I have to do it too. :)

By the way, I've made communication with my teacher. This is first time and quite success. :) okay, point today is ... I get back my own motivation and spirit. And I'll told you to read book to refresh your mind, okay. :)

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My To-Do List After Graduated

July 17, 2012

When you see the title, It might be cool or seems like It's well prepared. But yeah! It's well prepared but let me give you the result.

To do list :
1. BM PMDK (failed)
2. PT. LEN (result)
3. BM SNMPTN (failed)
4. MEXT (failed)
5. PT EIGER (failed)
6. YOGYA (failed)
7. BORNEO (failed)
8. EDUTAX (failed)
9. PREANGER (failed)

Suprised? Or, You've thought it before? Okay, It doesn't matter, but when you see that to-do list, or I can call it as failed list, you might feel... Poor Author, but okay., I admit that It was terrible and because of that I've been feeling so sad for a weeks. :( 

But.. I'll try to build everything from zero to hero again. :) I'm sleepy. I'd better go sleep. :) Making this note just reminds you about this terrible to-do list. Lol. Bye. :)

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New Life, New Story

July 17, 2012

Actually, I'm not used to writing my feeling like this. :) but since I read someone's blog and my own note when I was a kid, I feel like writing my own story on my way. Well, It's my first note actually. I'd like to tell you more, my purposes to write is motivating me in future when I'm down, and of course improving my english. Actually, I'm feeling so sad right now. I've been failed for many opportunities I took. It's hard. But when I was reading my old note, I was feeling like my motivation is growing up. That's why I'd like to give my daily feelings here. :) no matter what people say, I'll just still be my self. But changed to be the better one.

Okay, today... There's no special story, but something I'd like to tell, that... Friendships is the thing which makes me enjoy my life, so instead of having vacation alone, I'd prefer working together. :) but Actually I feel disappointed, cause I know that sooner, my friends are going to leave me to reach their own dreams. And of course, I should do it too. :) but I need help just like the others. There's no hand available for me right now. But I just try to give my best though I feel like giving up, but NOO! I have no choice to give up! Lol. I know some people do me over-valued that makes me have to make them feel what they feel. :) weird sentences. :p

okay, that's all for this section. See you!

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