Experience

Oh, I'm really tired and sleepy right now. But I'm still going to make a notes.

Yesterday, I've read some useful articles from many inspiring people. And now, I have a passage to write about it.

I wonder, why did I fail to entrance university this year. In my mind, I'd done many things to prepare the test to entrance university. But yeah, I can do nothing but giving my best to get the best result. Maybe, Allah wants me to experience it this year. And I can't deny that I get many valuable times this year. It's amazing.

As I mentioned about the article I read yesterday, I find that most of those blog authors have a great things inside them which is wanting to do more than the other. I mean, to get high achievement, you don't have to own some amazing skill in expert level or have a special ability. The only thing you need to to do doing more than usual. That'll make everything better.



Fyuuhh, I think I'm not good in writing. I really want to write all of my ideas in my head. Unfortunately, when I'm writing, those idea just disappear. In other hand, when I speak to my self, I've got many things to say. Too bad. Lack of idea, now.

I'm trying to remind what I was thinking about when I spoke to my self this afternoon. I think it's about how to value our self. But I feel like sleeping. I'm really sleepy right now. Maybe, I can write well tomorrow. See you. Have a nice dream!.

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Overseas Oh! Overseas

Today, I read many articles and watched some motivating clip. It was great. It was valuable time. I can learn a lot from all of my activities today. And here, I'm going to write down some lesson I got today.

First of all, I watched some videos about overseas. Yes, overseas, the thing I'm crazy about. Since I was a very little kid, I really wanted to visit overseas; to feel new environment, new language, and every new things there. Watching that videos made me envy of those who can travel the world many times. I really want to be like them. So, it motivates me to do better. To set my goal more detail and reasonable. Unfortunately, I feel a bit down about my progress in learning math cause there's something I can't understand in concept. But I still have a plan to overcome it.



Then, I read many articles on blog. I don't know why, but again, It provides me many things about living abroad. But there, I got many lesson about hardship to achieve a goal. And I hope his tips will work to me as well.



And lastly, I read an article from well-know motivating website think-simple-now. It's such great website. I highly recommend you to visit it. And there, I got some interesting question for the readers of that web. Here they are :



1. What were some of the happiest memories from your past? What were you doing?

~ Let's see. I need several time to think about the happiest one. Because I think, every single moment is very happy for me. Perhaps, being with family and friends and achieving my goal is the happiest moment.

2. What were some of your dreams as a child?

~ My dreams remain till now. I really want to travel some foreign countries, and actually to be a teacher (I don't think so, now)



3. What would you do if you were not afraid?

~ I think afraid it one of the biggest obstacles in my life. Of course, I'll do many things. The most obstacles is afraid of doing mistakes in front of people (shy)

4.What would you like to learn? What next action step can you take?

~ I'm going to learn more about computer software, math, english, bahasa, chemistry and physics. I have arrange the step to learn them, which is using computer. First, because I don't have computer, I'll use my office computer and next month I'll buy the new one. I hope it'll be success, cause it'll be my turning point Aamiin.

5. What are some dreams you?d like to realize now? Write them down on a piece of paper and make sure the success of their attainment is measurable.
~ It's clearly written HERE.



6. What are some of your dreams? What are some dreams you?ve achieved, and how did you achieve them?
~ My dreams is actually clearly written HERE.
~ Actually, None of what I have achieved now is my dream. They're only my desire such as obtaining flying colour on my study certificates and so on.

Okay, that's all. I'm going to continue reading some others opinions in think simple now. See you! Keep chasing your dream.

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REPELIBU

I think I'm going to make such a plan for a certain time. I'll name it as REPELIBU. Actually, It's adopted from goverment program in the past named REPELITA. It's the short form of Rencana Pembangunan Lima Tahun (Five Years Development Plan). But here, I'll change it into REPELIBU and it the short form of Five Months Development Plan. It's shorter actually, and weird as well. LOL.



The reason I made it shorter because, It's suitable to my main goal next year which is five months remaining. Yeah, I have to prepare very well for the test of entrance to University because I failed this year. Too bad. Therefore, based on my last experience I have to give the best for next year, though there's no one can guarantee that I'm able to register the entrance next year. However, Like I said as my daily quotes, 'Nothing to Lose', so, I'll do my best in every chance I can take. Who knows about the result but God, right?

To make it easier, I'll write it in list form. And here they are :
1. Had learnt 1st Disk by early Jan, 2013
2. Had owned a notebook by late Feb, 2013
3. Had learnt 2nd Disk by late Feb, 2013
4. Had mastered a half of book of mathematics in library by middle March, 2013
5. Had learnt all of the disk by late April, 2013



see? It's perfectly simple. Probably, most of you ask, 'Why don't I make it simpler as One, such as completed learning all of them by late march?.' yeah... It's possible but unlikely to be done. Make it more detail will make it easier actually. I want to master all of high school basic subject, therefore I should do so much harder.

Well, to realise all of the plan above, I'm going to write some ways I can do. First of all, I'll start to learn it in office. I mean, till now, I haven't even finished one subject. Too bad, right?. So, by now, I'll do it. The next thing is, I won't waste my time by watching tv. It's kind of useless. I'd better use my time by learning.

Okay, some of you may be wondered whether I'm unusual teenage who spend my time by learning and you said "Are you kidding us? Learning all the time. It's totaly boring!". Well, it's not actually like that. I mean, of course it'll be boring to spend most of my time by learning. But, 'learning' I mean here, is doing something fun. Something I like which is usefull to increase my knowledge as well. Such as, watching cartoon in english without any subtitle. It'll improve my english by fun way, right?. So, it's not so that bored.



How about math?. Yeah, I admit that it's not always fun to learn math. Fortunately, I learn math from fancy Disk. You may wonder about what kind of disk I'm talking about. It's zenius (zenius.net). It's fancy way to learn a lot about math and other subject. You can see on its website. Just visit it.

Actually, what I want emphasize here, is to learn constantly and not to be bored. That's all. Keep chasing your dream! See you.

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New Year Card

Well, New year is getting closer, but I think I haven't done anything I should in this last month. I postpone it till next month. But, Okay... People said, Don't put up what you can do right now!. but In this case, I think I'd better do it next months. Damn, What kind of nonsense I write about.

Here's my greeting card for new year. LOL

I contribute to make it for my company though actually It's not so that good. but great for beginner, LOL

Flash One   

 Standard One

 Photoshop One

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Apology >< Boring

Well, Tonight, I feel something inconvenience. I think it's a guilty feeling. I feel guilty to something I didn't do or we can say didn't do directly. I didn't mean to do it. But It'd done. So, I think I'm going to make an apology. Unfortunately, I don't know what to say exactly. In this case, apologizing to something I didn't do. It feels hurt.



Let it over, then. Nowadays, I realize that I have nothing to do for next two weeks. In this case, doing something which can make progress to my skill. As a matter of fact, I should arrange again what I can I do. I'm getting bored to what I do lately. Therefore, let see what can I do then.



At first, I think I have something I can learn already. However, I feel quite lazy to learn it. Especially, learning something, again and again. It's extremely boring. But today, I decide to learn it by tomorrow. :) I can't do it right now because I'm still lazy.

Now, let see... What's next I can do?
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Perhaps, I have to find something entertaining. To make my days become happier. But, I've been quite happy, actually. :) Okay, maybe some motivating video will be my decision.

I think I should have started to write an apology. Therefore, I'll finish it. So, see you and keep chasing your dream. Bye~

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Big from Little

Well, Today was such a great day. I went through many things. But here, I'll tell the main point which might be useful for us in future. So, let's start. Frankly, I won't tell about today's activities instead of something I got from today's experience.

First of all, I learnt that sometimes we need to be more quiet. I mean, yeah.. That's right! Silence is gold. Sometimes we needn't to speak over, even we can be quiet at all. To be a good listener will make you become nice and convenient person as well. In this case, just say what we need to say which will be useful to those who hear it. So, I'll try to speak more useful and effectively. :)



Then, When I watch a motivation program on TV, again, I got something which is a great common magical quote. To have a big thing, we must start to do some little things. In this case, to achieve something huge, you just need to achieve something little. But of course, constantly in long period. We must consistent to our decide in doing little thing because we can do big thing just because of doing little thing. Simple and easy to read, right?. We hear it even many times in our life. We can't even count it. However, this quote is perfectly right. It works at all. We just need to change little things to have a bigger changes. That's just simple but hard to do. So, please.... Do those little things now! What are you waiting for?

Finally, I think I have nothing to write anymore. As a matter of fact, I'll try to do it by now. LOL. Okay. I hope, it'll be useful for us. See you and keep chasing your dream. :)

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Weird Tips

11:31am



I feel sometimes confused with what I'm going to write. I have no particular topic to say. But here, I'm going to write a passage whose topic is my syllabus in learning english for new two months.



Well, some people asked me about what my secret to learn english was. However, I didn't have the answer. I just suggested to those people for loving english first, or at least having a big intention to learn english.

And, talking about intention, actually there's a differece between intention and wanting. I mean, most people just "want" to be able to speak english instead of intention which means they do nothing for it. They want it, but do nothing for it. It's different to intention.
Intention means you want, of course, but also will start. Yes, intention is followed by willing to start. To reach the goal. So, Instead of doing "wanting", we'd better do "intention" which means we'll start as possible.

Okay, It's getting further out of the topic. Let's get back. As I mentioned, we need an intention to learn english instead of wanting. So, let's get started now. Show your effort to be able to speak english. And it'll make sense.

Here, I'll give some tips whom I've done to learn english.



First of all, I'll emphasize that It's the first which means you don't have experience nor exact track to start. Lol. Then, It'll be hard to start. And to solve it, I suggest to learn english by something fun e.g watching movie in english (In this case you can still use your native subtitle), listening to music in english, or chatting with some english native. It'll be extremly fascinating. I mean you don't have to owe good english for it but you're already involved in english.



After doing those things, you'll have some curiosity in english. Then, you'll try to learn more though it's just a bit. But It shows a good progress. You'll do more for it then. And at the end, you'll feel happy though the lesson is not as fun as the first you met english.

Well, I've written too much which is actually not at all. I hope it makes sense. Good luck for our english.
See you and keep chasing your dream. Lol.

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Nightmare

07:35am, Thu 29-11-2012



Tonight, I dreamed something quite scary which made me sad a lot. Yeah, As we know that I hardly ever dream such that scary. But it's truly scary. In my dream I felt like giving up because I didn't know what to do. I dreamed a nightmare. However, get over it.


Now, I'm on my way to my office. And I've been through a dog who shouted out all the time. It was scary at first. But it's getting bored and not scary anymore.

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To-Do List

09:31pm, Sat 20-10-2012



Okay, I've been back to write a note again. After having a job, I don't really have a chance to write it. Or, actually, I don't really give a chance to write it. Today, I'm going to make an appointment with my self. In truth, I've made it already. Unfortunately, I disobey it. I'll remake it and obey it. It's a to-do list. A little habitual influence big for future. It's the reason I'm going to make a daily to-do list to make my daily become more valuable. I want my every daily activities influence my future for a better corner. And here they are :

1. Making a note



First of all, promise to make a note everyday. Yes, sometimes, I feel like I don't have anything to write. My day is just the same. But, actually It's not such that explicit thing. I mean, there are many new things I should have know to have a better life. At least, If I didn't find something new which is a good it, I could review and evaluate every mistakes I've done and try to solve and find the solution. Moreover, I'm able to improve my english as well. So, the main things here is, writing a note for review daily activities and improve my english as well.

Actually, I get this opinion from one of my friends on facebook. Firstly, I didn't really admire to him. He's a writer. He has written a note since in high school. And I admit that He has a good writing style. Funny. That's why I like to read his writing.

But nowadays, I realize He's such a great thing. Great person. I mean, on every his notes, He's written as if He was nothing. But, It's humble style, actually. The great thing will show by itself. And it reflects by his notes. He doesn't write as if He's a great person but vise versa. He's done such a great thing. Writing notes everyday, reminds him of his good. Keep remaining in the right track. That's why, I'm going to do the same.
And one more thing of advantages I can get, that is I can improve my writing because I think I have a very bad writing style.

2. Drink 5 Cups



Yes, It's my next to-do list. Seems weird actually but worth to be written. Because, My job makes me sitting all whole day, I must drink a lot to make my health stay in good condition. In working day, I'm able to drink 3 cups till 5PM and have to drink 2 cups after that.

3. Reading Al-Qur'an

It's important to do. I have to read at least one page because it'll make me feel closer to Allah. And shalat must do in everytime and in time!

4. Alms

I have to separate out, at least five thousands per week for alms.

That's all my main to-do list. I'll write the other later. See you! Keep chasing your dream. I'm sleepy.

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English Learning Web Suggestion

Friday, October 5, 2012



Today, I'm thinking about what I'm going to do for next year. I've promised to my self, to arrange my future after having a Job. But, though I'm not really sure that'll be long lasting, but It's worthy to be arranged.

Inside of my plan I've decided to continue my study. It'll be going smoothly if I have a great preparation. Therefore, these periods of spare time, I have to fulfill it by learning a lot.

As reference, I'll attach some english learning web suggestion which might be useful. I got it from my friend. And here they are :

1. Online English Courses
This site has established quite old and provided free english course which is easy for the learners, most of the learners of this site are asian.

2. Free English Language Lessons
This english course provider is supported by some organisations and universities for giving materi. There are various categories. They are writing, speaking and reading.

3. Test, Learn & Study English Online
Here your are able to find english test categories for examine your English, and to learn english directed to some sub categories.

4. Advanced English Lessons
Program which is offered from this site is learn english for people who are able english basics. This program is exact if you intend to improve reading, writing and common english.

5. Free English Classes Online
Online classes on this site offer various english course from grammar, writing to reading. In advanced, intermediate, and beginner level variation.

6. Learning English
Program from BBC, one of the most well known broadcasting media, gives online english course which also included audio helper improving listening and speaking.

7. Essential Lessons for Beginning English Learners
If you are a beginner english learner, Here you can find important and simple course, for beginner in order to make learning easier.

8. English Activities Online for Kids
If you have a kid, brother or student, then this site is able to help them learning english with some helps, that is simple visuality and interesting pictures for children.

9. Visual English Activities for ESL Students
This Visual English course for elementary and high school students have various ability such pictures and audio for training english, conversation and so on

10. Activities for ESL Students
This site is almost same to VisualESL above, but with a different courses and interface site.

11. ESL Online Learning Games
Learning english for children can be fancy if it's visualized with games. You are able to find interesting games to learn here.

12. Learning English for Kids
Online English Private which is provided by well-known cultural english institute has many medias, materi and course categories.

13. ESL and TOEFL Online Courses
Here, you can find english online course for ESL and TOEFL.



That's all. It's quite tiring to type them all. But, it's worthy. I hope it's useful. You're able to post it in your office and learn it there. See you and keep chasing your dream.

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Thinking Longer

Thursday, October 4, 2012

Sometimes, I just think about my whole journey this year. It feels so tough indeed. I have no exact word to describe it. Every disappointed, effort and unexpected things comes to me one by one. It feels so tough. So complicated. Not fair at all.

But, If I think a little longer and smarter, I feel it not really bad at all. It has even many advantages. I mean, about the lessons, self-improvement and all these advantages. It's valuable. Giving me knowledge how to be the independent one, how to face hardness wisely, how to deal with problem. It's worthy.



Yeah, there are many thing which are hidden behind these all. I can't talk too much. I'm going to attach some useful internet site. Free Online Lectures. And here they are :

List of Best Websites for Free Online Learning "The more you know, the more you realize you know nothing."

¤ Socrates Academics

1. MIT Open Courseware
2. Open Yale Courses
3. Coursera
4. Khan Academy
5. University of Reddit

¤Programming

1. Google Code University
2. Codecademy
http://www.codecademy.com/#!/exercises/0

3. Mozilla Developer Network
https://developer.mozilla.org/en-US/

¤Entrepreneurship

1. Brain Trust: 100 Ivy League Business & Entrepreneurship Courses
http://www.bschool.com/blog/2008/brain-trust-100-ivy-league-business-entrepreneurship- courses-you-can-take-for-free/

2. 12 Must Watch TED Talks for Entrepreneurs
http://www.shopify.com/blog/6553665-12-must-watch-ted-talks-for-entrepreneurs

¤Infographics

1. Visual Academy
http://www.onlineschools.org/visual-academy/

2. Cool Infographics
http://www.coolinfographics.com/

¤Ebooks

1. Project Gutenberg
http://www.gutenberg.org/wiki/Main_Page

2. Bartleby
http://www.bartleby.com/

3. UPenn Online Books
http://onlinebooks.library.upenn.edu/

¤DIY

1. IKEA Hackers
http://www.ikeahackers.net/

2. Do It Yourself
http://www.doityourself.com/

That's all. I think it will be very useful. It can be some precious resources for thesis and so on.

Keep chasing your dreams!. Determine your target!. Give it lead time!. Give it dead line!. See you!.

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Determining

Well, Finding a scholarship which is suit you is very hard. But otherwise, It's the problem. Why don't we suit the scholarship, instead of the scholarship suit us? :D
It's a common paradigm for most people, actually.

I have a plan to continue my study next year. I know that I'm failed to do it this year. However, it won't interrupt me to continue my study at all. In my case, I'll just take some lessons from the failures and try to use it as a power for next time.

In my mind, I have to get scholarship to continue my study. I realize my condition that I can't continue my study without any external help. That's caused scholarship is important for me.



I find that, to get some information of scholarship, you should have decide what kind scholarship you want especially about the target university and the major as well. But for undergraduate scholarship, especially in the very beginning is very hard to find. Luckily, I work with a computer in my office, regarding that I don't have computer in my house.

Here, I'd like to say that, determine a very specific target will make your journey even easier. So, Determine to a very details now!. See you and keep chasing your dreams! :)

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Note for Family

Today, I feel so sad. It's not about my personal life. It's about my family. I know, there must be many problems in a family's life. But, sometimes I feel like I didn't do what I'm supposed to. In my case, I should do something for at least making it better. But I'm too afraid. In some cases, I'd done some wrong steps. Therefore, I'd better to be silent.



Yes, Family's problem is a silly complicated thing for me. I mean, sometimes my family can't handle their own problem. They can't be wise. As the oldest kid, but still a young-kid, I think I'm not really have a right to be involved in family's problem. I want to, but often, my opinion is just nonsense word for them. Then, it's useless. In other hand, it made a big change to my family's change. And again, it's often not exact to do.

Dilemma. It's exactly dilemma. Finally, the only thing I can do is praying. Pray that Allah will keep them in His right way. The conflict will be getting smaller and disappear with no back. That's the final thing I do.

I wish, everyone can be wiser to handle a problem. Don't be rush to something small.

I'd like to say, be a wiser person. Try to have better emotional question.
Keep chasing your dream! See you. :)

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It's A Start Instead of Final

Today, everything feels so valuable. I'm happy with everything today. It's so precious to me. Allah has given me many things. I can't even reply it once. Because, He makes my day perfect. Thanks Allah. :)


Those were a weeks ago, and now, I've already have a Job. Yes, I know, It cannot really be proud of, but at least, I have a little necessity. :) Thanks Allah for giving me this.




Okay. Actually, I shouldn't just complain about my life. I should use and utilise everything belongs to me. So, now... I'll just explain my thought about future targets.

Firstly, I should realise that I must change my life. I must pass the test of University entrance next year. It's such my big duty. I can't ignore nor refuse. Therefore, Starting now, I have to study a little harder. That's a big duty.



In other hand, to handle a condition that don't have a computer, I have to utilise computer in my office and maximise the usage of phone. No change, of course.

Well, that's all I can say today because It's such speechless for me. :( Okay. I'll write a little often than now. Thanks. See you!. Keep chasing your dreams.

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I Think

I think I really have to take action. I mean, I've read and viewed activities of some of my friends. And you know what? The worse one has done the better than me. At least, He has done a little braver than me. Ok, then... I've decided to do everything by all of my best power. I do belive. When I want something, chase it. Against all of my fear by facing it head to head instead of avoiding it. Be brave. Don't avoid fear, but take it and fight it.



Yeah, I feel so useless right now. I have many abilities but unfortunately, it's nothing. It's such invisible. Nobody utilizes it. It's bad. What a pity. But, okay! I know I don't really have great thing to give right now. But I do believe!. I'm about to do something worthy. I'm waiting in the right way. If it's possible, I'll take it, then.

You know, It's hard to be in unlucky condition. I mean, I have a very tough journey this year. You can review it on the last notes. It's hard. It's so hard. If I compare my effort to the others, mine should be applaused. I've done a lot of things. In my best way. But, Allah still wants me to wait a little longer. To attempt a lot harder. I do believe, He has planned the best for me.

Well, All the things I should do is only give my best effort. In my case, attempting, praying and being patient are my duties. Planning what should I do is essential. In this case, It's like deciding a destination and planning for its access in the best and shortest way. And it'll be valuable, if we do what we've planned. Doing this will need courage. Courage to face fears. Fears is nothing but something which should be defeated. That's all. After doing those all, just be patient and praying for the best.



Now, my hardest test is waiting. I have to wait while seeing other opportunities pass me. But once I've been free, I'll chase them if it's possible. Actually, It's been long time I haven't write a notes like this because I have nothing to say nor intention to write. Or maybe both. That's all I want to write. I Hope it'll motivate you. See you! Keep chasing you dreams.

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Today is Yours

If you are in the morning, don't wait for late arrival. Today is what you live, not a day which has passed yesterday with all the good and bad, and neither is the next day that isn't necessarily come. The day that the sun is shining on you, and the day greets you. This is your day.



Your age, may be left today. So, suppose that your life is just today, or as if you were born today and would die today. That way, your life will not be torn between clumps of anxiety, sadness and grief of the past with the shadow of a future which is full of uncertainty and often
frightening.

In this day too, you should devote all your attention, concern and hard work. And in this day, you must be committed for presenting the best quality of prayer humility, the reading of Quran which is tadabbur, dzikir wholeheartedly, balance in all things, beauty in the character, compliance with all God has given, attention to state around, attention to physical and mental health, as well as good deeds for others.



In the day when your life is when you should divide your time wisely. Make every minute of it like a thousand years and every second like a hundred month.Plant kindness as much as possible on that day. And, offer the most beautiful thing for that day. Istigfar to have forgiveness of all sin, always remember Him, prepare yourself for a journey towards eternity of nature, and enjoy this day with all the joy and happiness! Accept sustenance, wives, husbands, children, chores, home, knowledge, and position your day with pleasure.

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