Yeah, I feel so useless right now. I have many abilities but unfortunately, it's nothing. It's such invisible. Nobody utilizes it. It's bad. What a pity. But, okay! I know I don't really have great thing to give right now. But I do believe!. I'm about to do something worthy. I'm waiting in the right way. If it's possible, I'll take it, then.
You know, It's hard to be in unlucky condition. I mean, I have a very tough journey this year. You can review it on the last notes. It's hard. It's so hard. If I compare my effort to the others, mine should be applaused. I've done a lot of things. In my best way. But, Allah still wants me to wait a little longer. To attempt a lot harder. I do believe, He has planned the best for me.
Well, All the things I should do is only give my best effort. In my case, attempting, praying and being patient are my duties. Planning what should I do is essential. In this case, It's like deciding a destination and planning for its access in the best and shortest way. And it'll be valuable, if we do what we've planned. Doing this will need courage. Courage to face fears. Fears is nothing but something which should be defeated. That's all. After doing those all, just be patient and praying for the best.
Now, my hardest test is waiting. I have to wait while seeing other opportunities pass me. But once I've been free, I'll chase them if it's possible. Actually, It's been long time I haven't write a notes like this because I have nothing to say nor intention to write. Or maybe both. That's all I want to write. I Hope it'll motivate you. See you! Keep chasing you dreams.
