I don't know, but I just want to tell what I feel here. Before... I'm so excited and optimist. I feel everything is going to be better and as my wish. Then... I was waiting for the result. And you know... The result is unexpected. It's totally disappointing me. I want to cry but I can't, try to be usual but I've been hurted.
Actually, I was ready for bad result. I wondered that if I get the worst result, it won't hurt me so much. But...
That's it..
Oh god..
What kind of secret destination do you want to give to me?
I'll waiting..
I'll trying., I know that.... I've ever said.. Do your best and you'll never regret.
But... Though I've give my best and the result is totally bad. But...
Please...
It IS NOT FAIR AT ALL.
Author's Note on December 02, 2012
I wonder what it's about and I think I've got it. I don't want to tell the truth. But you can indentify through the date. Guess, What usually happen on that date?
